&the greying vision

Friday, March 16, 2007 5:28 AM

was tooo boring.
opt to blog in a lan shop at bukit timah.
so my current position is at bukit timah
at this time, 531am.

was planning to ton for dunno wat reasons.
but we dint have anything to do.
so we played pool and now the others are gaming.
and for me, who is a totally noob to online games like DotA and audition.
i got no idea how to play,
so i choose to do a stupid-est thing on earth,
which is to blog in a darn lan shop.
haha.
i paid two bloody dollar to blog.
how stupid can i get man!

i had an eventful day today.
thou the timing wasn't long, from the previous post.
but i did stupid thing.
head over to city hall to meet my sister.
i was very late.
supposed to reach there at bout 12 plus,
but, i left my house at 1 plus.
this was how late i am.
but, nevertherless, my sister was even later.
it's been ages i've ever waited for a person.
it's usually i'm the one who made others wait.
haha
had to eat some jap food.
yummy! =D
it was so nice.
i think partly is becos it's a deep fried food.

queued for the bloody donut for 3 darn hours.
so so so boring.
but was rewarded after tht.
cos i was treated Ding Tai Fung
haha.
yummy.
i had 2 yummy food in a day!
omg omg omg.
so uber sinful.

head over VivoCity to look for the guys and others.
chatted.
and now at this lan shop.

was bearing something today.
but it wasn't very nice to talk bout it here.
but it really sucks.
was complaining since it happen.
i guess, it's hard to maintain this relationship in such a way.
was it?
i'm so caught in the middle.
so does he, i guess, maybe not.
but i'm have totally no idea what the hell they are thinking.
totally no idea.
i hope it doesn't end like this.
_____________________________________________

situation now is, i was blogging half way at the lan shop.
due to the fact that i only paid the money for 1 hour,
i had no chance to blog already.
so continued at my cussie's house.

and ytd, the guys continued their dota-ing.
for two hours.
shag.
did nothing, so sat there and SLEEP.
haha.
was so freaking tired man.

headed over to tanah merah at 9 plus in the morning to go my cousin's house.
yes.
ko-ed!
tatas.
i was so tired tht i slept till 4 plus.
woke up and gave tuition to prissy..
and ate pizza hut.
yummy.
was quite craving for tht a few days ago.
hees.
but it was darn full.
tmr i'm finally gng to zoo!!
omg omg omg.
with jayden and jerome.
and a few of my cousins.
my zoo!!
haha..
looking forward.
i'm still feeling so tired.

and yes, very good of my to forget to lag out my friendster account at the lan shop.
pray hard tht no one will be using tht computer to log in friendster.
i guess i'm soooo sooooo stupid.

could there be other ways that i can vent my anger on?
now, i could only bottle it up.
i can't mouth to anyone.
FUCK!
it's so agonising!
was it a wrong for me to do that bloody choice?
or was it aint a choice for me in the first place?
i kept pondering over and over again.
i hate being like this.
sometimes, i would rather i could get drunk.
and forget of everything for once.
could i?
i doubt myself.
had been living in a world of my own,
i guess it's time for me to open up.
could i?
there's a lot of question i should start asking myself already.

more updates on tmr zoo!!
and pictures too! =D

loves,
`cindy

[edited]
i suddenly miss yvonne, kenny samantha, rachel and amanda so much.
[/edited]

1thing2do3words4you.